I wonder if this is that thing guys talk about when they say women are irrational and unpredictable.  Some days I feel like I can conquer the world and some days I feel like I have no idea what the hell I’m doing.  I have this platform and I have no idea what to do with it.

I have a few excuses for why I don’t write on here that often:

  1. I don’t feel like anyone is reading it anyway so who am I hurting here?
  2. I question my material a lot.  Is this good enough?  Does the site look inviting?  Would anyone care to read this?
  3. I get paid to write for StyleBlazer and mama needs her coins honey.

I suppose I should look at this as my outlet to say what I have not been approved to say on StyleBlazer.  I look at a lot of fashion blogs throughout the day and I’m baffled at the content.  I consider myself to be within the world of fashion (albeit as a spectator) and I don’t even find much of it to be compelling or interesting.  I find myself asking: who the hell is this for?  So maybe I should be the change I want to see and write the things I would like to read.  We’ll see.